I cried only once.
I don't like feeling small.
Well, five minutes ago that 'once' morphed into a 'twice'. The unlikeliest thing triggered it.
I'm going to do it.
Second, I've never felt that kind of jealousy before. There are different types of jealousy you know. I get jealous and paranoid, yes it happens, don't seem too shock.
I hope it's not what I think it is.
I'm soooo jealous it's ridiculous.
I wouldn't risk anything if it means I can't do that. And be that.
The stranger part about this whole thing is, I know for a fact there's nothing to get jealous/paranoid about. That's the part I'm still trying to figure out. WHY!? Is there another meaning to it?!
Anything.